a new world

it's been such a longggg time. dear blog, so sorry that i forgot 'bout your existence. literally. totally XD
but, don't worry. here i am. back here. but i'm not 100% ready yet.. will i ever be? but give me some more time. time to settle my feelings, my thoughts, and get more used to the life here. in Japan. Yeah, i'm in Japan, guys.

some people said they're envious of me, some said i'm brave. i don't know. i just wana tell myself that - i can do it, i'm doing something, taking steps instead of just dreaming the beautiful dreams.

there are so many things in my mind now. but the most important one that would never change is my gratitude to my forever refuge -- God and my parents. needless to say, He's leading and accompanying my every step. and my parents, weird unique as they may be, they are the most supportive parents i could ever have. of 'coz there were some doubts but they let me go the way i wish, and i know how big a blessing it is to have them.

life's great here. and wait in patience. there'll be more updates =) i miss you guys