日本能有多奇怪

打工归来的电车上，对面的中年男子嘴开开、大声（就是真的很大声）地打呼，左手边的男子享受地翻阅着黄色漫画，右边的女子偶尔说梦话。

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when school reopens

guess i'm a person of principles. one of the things that have, and perhaps will, never changed since i was 5 is this. i never finish my holiday homework before the last day of the holidays!! and here i am, dead. 'coz school reopens tomorrow o.O

ugh. but i still have so many dramas and movies left unwatched. House, Mad Men, Sherlock Holmes, Star Wars series, and all those Mandarin, Cantonese, Japanese, Korean lots. ugh.

guess Holidays is always 1 week too short.

fact

i've come to realise, not to much surprise though, that all my life i've been pushing others away, in fear of getting hurt.



but who cares?

擇偶條件

我要的其實很簡單

能夠讓我尊敬，能夠讓我想對他說很多話，而他又願意聆聽的人

很難嗎？

a new world

it's been such a longggg time. dear blog, so sorry that i forgot 'bout your existence. literally. totally XD
but, don't worry. here i am. back here. but i'm not 100% ready yet.. will i ever be? but give me some more time. time to settle my feelings, my thoughts, and get more used to the life here. in Japan. Yeah, i'm in Japan, guys.

some people said they're envious of me, some said i'm brave. i don't know. i just wana tell myself that - i can do it, i'm doing something, taking steps instead of just dreaming the beautiful dreams.

there are so many things in my mind now. but the most important one that would never change is my gratitude to my forever refuge -- God and my parents. needless to say, He's leading and accompanying my every step. and my parents, weird unique as they may be, they are the most supportive parents i could ever have. of 'coz there were some doubts but they let me go the way i wish, and i know how big a blessing it is to have them.

life's great here. and wait in patience. there'll be more updates =) i miss you guys